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Poems and Stories and Journals by ParasiticPariah

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May 22, 2013
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take a deep breathe and count to ten .

what just happened ... will never happen again .

your hands start to tremble; the sink is cold .

you tell yourself you are strong; you are bold .

don't look in the mirror and stare .

this isn't right ... this isn't fair .

don't think about it too much, or you'll go insane .

tears and blood make their way down the drain .

what just happened ... to me ?

why do you feel so gross and dirty ?

feeling so worthless and wasted .

so unloved , abandoned, and tasted .

having given them everything, every part .

why did they turn, and break your heart ?

shattering every piece, leave you broken .

every sense of joy and pride ... forgotten .

you thought you could trust them .

instead they left their black and blue emblem .

so take a deep breath and count to ten .

what just happened ... will never happen again .

you're safe now; stay with me

you're safe now ... stay with me

suck up your tears, and act your age .

you're not some animal, in some cage .

hold it in, and tell no one .

just withstand it, the pain will pass at dawn .

and close your eyes and count to ten ...

what just happened, is about to happen again .
had to express it .

sometimes i feel invisible , unseen , and forgotten .
i see people with their friends and suddenly feel sick . i've never had that , and i know i'll never have that .

im sorry for not being on much . a lot has taken place over here , and i will be severely busy for a long time /:

i am actually publishing a graphic novel , and could be working with DC comics . it is still up in the air , but i have a lot of work ahead of me .

my deepest apologies for not responding , and thanks for being patient .
i will try to respond as soon as possible <3
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BadxRain Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Omg my friend gets bullied really bad by these two guys an the part of "you thought could trust them" just absolutely reminded me of her ;(
Xanatos-Leo Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
im so sorry she gets bullied .... can you help her at all ?
but tell her to stay strong , i know how bad bullying can be ... and it hurts . help her as much as you can
BadxRain Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I did help. One of the guys ended up stopping when my boyfriend stepped in. although on the second to last day of school the other one kept going an rally almost everyone into harassing her as they usually do during my math period but mostly it was him saying crap. Well it finally ended up where I couldn't take it anymore an I told him off for just about everything he has done.
nikole2029 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
WoW You have true talents. *-*

It is a very beautiful poem. I can identify with this poem too. :sick: Keep it up

Luck กกกกก :squee: :clap:
Xanatos-Leo Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
awww you honestly think so ? thank you ...... that means a lot really <3 *hugs*
AnotherFallenAngelx Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I love it ! Probably because I can relate to it a little haha.
Please keep writing ! It's perfect !
Xanatos-Leo Featured By Owner May 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
<sub.thank you ... i really really appreciate that ^^ <3
If-Cloud-Was-A-Girl Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
That really hits home, this is a very powerful piece. Please keep writing.
Xanatos-Leo Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i hope to , if the time is right ^^ ;
but thank you , it means a lot to me to read comments like that v_v im sorry you ever felt that way though , no one should ever have to go through it /:
If-Cloud-Was-A-Girl Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh hey, I'm out of the darkest now, only way is up ^_^
It just reminded me to appreciate the things you've got ;)
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